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mod6: you know the damnable misery of the whole thing? i woudln't have let my dog go through the same suffering.
mod6: BingoBoingo: sorry. yeah, that sounds awful.
mod6: asciilifeform: oh, it's certainly an unspoken truth
mod6: Ladies and Gentlemen, I just don't know. Mr. Popescu has it, we were lucky. And it feels like such a shitty, actually, horrible way to have to feel about such a damn tragedy.
mod6: BingoBoingo: see, now that makes some sense.
mod6: punched one in the face.
mod6: BingoBoingo: sounds familiar. my mom hated the alarms. she set them off one day, few days before she died, and fought two young nurses over it.
mod6: Anyway, i shake my head. I mentioned it during the whole thing a month or so ago. It was total chaos at best.
mod6: BingoBoingo: sorry to hear that :/
mod6: mircea_popescu: we got uber lucky. that's the point. you shound't have to get lucky when something like this happens.
mod6: and then it's like something like $5k a week for room/board after that + medical expenses.
mod6: but man, $5k up front to walk in the door for any non-free place.
mod6: yah for sure. this place she went was actually pretty damn good, considering, free.
mod6: but if it wasn't for that! then what?
mod6: anyway, it never came to anything, because then we got her into a charity hospice.
mod6: she had 4 days fully covered. and about 40% of the other three days... mind, she was only at home for 20 days.
mod6: they then turned around on us and tried to get the state involved saying that we were being neglectful of a vulnerable adult.
mod6: that's not the problem.
mod6: which is fine. everyone is obviously entitled to make a profit.
mod6: the entire thing i went through in the last 90 days just affirms to me how truly fucked up this shit is.
mod6: yeah, the hospital.
mod6: they made us take her home when we said that we were not going to treat her cancer.
mod6: "WHAT IF SHE WONDERS OFF AND FREEZES TO DEATH?!"
mod6: "NO. WE TOLD YOU THIS 69,000 YOU COCKSUCKERS."
mod6: they were all like. "OMG SHE DOESN"T HAVE 24 HOUR CARE AT HOME?!?!?"
mod6: BUT, you have to have insurance or whatever to get that.
mod6: it ~basically~ comes down to that.
mod6: i'd have killed her myself if they'd let me.
mod6: it recently felt pretty fucking awful to watch my mom wither away infront of my eyes while suffering. not allowed to die, she doesn't have permission.
mod6: well, i only use that as an exception
mod6: mircea_popescu: just reckless beyond all comprehension. quite interesting times, these are.
mod6: trinque: well, whatever the impetus, it still beats "you must suffer because you can't self-terminate. life is precious(tm)"
☟︎ mod6: mircea_popescu: yah, certainly seems to be headed in the direction like your #eulora log link earlier.
mod6: none of this is limited to Oregon. At least they have their heads screwed on straight with "Right-to-Die" or whatever.
mod6: yah, we see this type of feckless, coercive shit everwhere you look these days
mod6: now there is only "hope it implodes"
mod6: the chance for honest reform came and went at least 20 years ago. probably more like 40.
mod6: i mean, i had a recent foray into all kinds of nonsense since my mom got sick. the whole thing is just ... b0rk3d. fubar.
mod6: it certainly seems like it.
mod6: typical usg insanity tho.
mod6: maga, tell me more.
mod6: ah, herp. missed that part about the statics & musl
mod6: will start looking into that. no reason why I cant set that up and do another run.
mod6: aha, ok thanks for the info alf.
mod6: but, in any case, I could work on further analysis like that, mircea_popescu
mod6: asciilifeform: unless I'm missing something major from one of your vpatches? (i've also posted my debug.log -- please take a second to see if I'm missing something major if you have a spare one)
mod6: sure. i missed that point completely - was just putting some stats together from alf's timer/odometer vpatches. i think something along the lines of what you're referring to takes deeper, or much more extensive instrumentation / profiling.
mod6: It wouldn't take much more effort to add the AcceptBlock values into the trb_offline_eatblock.png if that's wanted.
mod6: is that what you're asking?
mod6: the red lines are the first number after "took", so in the case of the example above, ProcessBlock took 2901 milliseconds.
mod6: this is built from this line in the debug.log, for example: "ProcessBlock (res == 1) took : 2901ms; db write wait: 313ms; db read wait: 155ms "
mod6: Thanks to diana_coman for the help with gnuplot!
mod6: I have updated all the statistics, charts, and commentary in place.
mod6: <+asciilifeform> actually-- deadly boring stuff. and intentional. 0 surprises. 'schoolboy' algos for just about all arithm ops. << that's just it though. excitingly boring.
mod6: very exciting stuff
mod6: asciilifeform: cool
mod6: my re-run of eatblock is complete... will re-post stats etc here in a bit
mod6: right on. very cool.
mod6: this is pretty similar to the semi-counterintuitive idea i had been thinking about -- or more probably, was remembering from a previous discussion in here about the same.
mod6: That's exciting asciilifeform
mod6: I did run across one on shithub that was implemented with a linkedlist. this seems like exactly what we wouldn't want.
mod6: I was thinking today about a ~tmsr~ crypto lib, and it starts (probably) thinking about bignum
☟︎ mod6: heheh. i'll look for the posting
mod6: <+mircea_popescu> mod6 i guess one could organize some great irl arcades here huh. << sure sounds like it. :]
mod6: THIS ISN'T MAIL! IT'S A QUEST!
mod6: nevermind building numbers or whatever, just go north three screens through the lost woods, west one screen, north one screen, then burn the 3rd bush from the right to find the entrance.
mod6: just getting my feet wet.
mod6: oh just me dorking around with Ada.
mod6: (now that this run will also show db read wait as well)
mod6: shinohai: sure will do. it's just the eatblock test. once it's complete, i'll re-run all of the charts & metrics
mod6: Still doing more fg tests.
mod6: In other news, my eatblock re-test is at 433K+ & into blk0042; not much more to go there...
mod6: !~later tell pete_dushenski Hey, let's take a look at that when you have a minute tonight. Salud!
mod6: <+shinohai> Now I remember u can `perl v.pl v` << yeah `./v.pl v`
mod6: will follow up again tomorrow.