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gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform nah. understanding
through observation can be performance-enhanced. is useful
too.
BingoBoingo wonder what gabriel_laddel's objection
to cocaine was, it's a natural botanical and reportedly fairly cheap compared
to historically
BingoBoingo: Tradition 3:
The only requirement for membership is a desire
to stop drinking. Doesn't say for how long...
gabriel_laddel: lolno. But when you "tweak"
the ideas in your head start
to drive rather
than sane human
things like "I shouldn't be fooling around with
these love-glasses and
the way
they make
the girls look in broad daylight" go out
the window.
BingoBoingo: <asciilifeform> do i need
to do some
time in a dope den ,
to learn
this ? << I have been suggested you visit an AA/NA meeting for some
time
to meet people
gabriel_laddel: then did
that -- for 3-6 hours in
the dead of night. Some guy offered me his sister's hand in marriage.
gabriel_laddel: Nono, just different. Fuck can't find
the link -- but anyways, I had
the idea
that it'd be easier
to hold a lightbulb over my head and head out on a Sat. night in sf
than
to network with people one by one
a111: Logged on 2017-11-24 06:34 gabriel_laddel:
then -- BLAM.
Tweaking.
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform d-amph is better in
that it far less physical, doesn't cause oxidative stress, isn't as much of a "scheming" high and won't make you
tweak
to
the point of
tripping face.
BingoBoingo: milligrams are generally what
these
things are measured in
BingoBoingo has only met one "clean productivity mether" who
tried
the recovery
thing. Bounced in/out and
then allegedly a heated argument did in his cardiovascular system
☟︎ ben_vulpes: BingoBoingo: i did not know
that
the networks cross-pollinated but it makes a great deal of sense
BingoBoingo: ben_vulpes: Well, yes.
This is what much of my extended meatwot network has become. People who stopped drink/dope and are at various rebuilding stages
trinque: eh when
the shadow people show up, gabriel_laddel can give
them jobs in his startup
gabriel_laddel: What, pray
tell, did she
take, and for how long, and how clean, and by what ROA?
BingoBoingo: In
the severly afflicted like little miss
trainwreck it proves rather debilitating
gabriel_laddel: BingoBoingo hur dur mind altering substances alter
the mind.
BingoBoingo: gabriel_laddel: When one
takes ANY stimulant catecholamine drug, neurons start growing more receptors
to handle
the extra shit sticking around
then (aka receptor upregulation,
this provides
tolerance). When you cease
the stims, it
takes substantial
time for
the receptors
to downregulate again.
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform regarding addy: you're looking at
this
the wrong way -- people with shit security ALREADY hold btc. And
tracking me down is easy. Can come find me anyday in PA.
gabriel_laddel: BingoBoingo do
tell since clearly you know more about clean mexican meth
than I do.
BingoBoingo: <gabriel_laddel> BingoBoingo meth has no withdraw << It has a withdrawl syndrome. Not at all like opiates or alcohol. More subtle,
treacherous
thing.
gabriel_laddel: yo it'll sound like a bunch of excited / nervous engineering
types discussing IP addresses, fake names & locations over lunch
BingoBoingo: <gabriel_laddel> but beyond
that, I was applying
to accelerators with
this company because I don't want a real job << Sometime at a "real job" would be good for you. Work at BingoBoingo store, call it "field research" if
that makes Brian in
the head feel better. Show up, bust your ass, eat shit,
THEN ask yourself "Why wasn't I working
this hard for myself before?"
☟︎ gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform palintir is right around corner from me. if I hear
them discussing how
to
track down someone from btc addy over lunch == axe
time sword
time
BingoBoingo: <gabriel_laddel>
trinque have not used in ~week << AHA,
the extended phase of withdrawal!
gabriel_laddel: Oh I
think I'll hear fear / desperation in
the voice of one of
these government people while getting a coffee.
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform anyway I respond it'll boil down
to "gut instinct". And
that's fine, because we've all got different
T levels, peni lengths, brain structures, heights and
this determines what you're up for / can do.
gabriel_laddel: "yer not a man
then!" OK ya, am
total wage slave / bitch
to someone willing
to kill for it. fine by me
gabriel_laddel: I specifically have no intent
to hold btc until after some people get murdered for it
trinque: lol, what do you do, hobble up
to
the door and knock, ask for change?
gabriel_laddel: where was
the
thread where MP notes
the only stable life is in ransacking other's castles...
trinque: yes,
the splitting is also a speed user
thing
ben_vulpes: b-but building a fortress and carving a domain of sovereignty out is antithetical
to
the digital nomad ideal,
trinque !
trinque: not
that I see any point in
the 300th rehash of gabriel_laddel
trinque: if he spent any
time stabilizing his life, he wouldn't have
the urgency
that excuses
the drug habits
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform gut instinct +
talking
to people out here + overhead conversations
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform because
the coke-selling part of
the CIA has not yet wanted
to own btc
trinque: and any of
this is relevant
to
the republic how
ben_vulpes: all i see is
the same old same fuckin old excuses for not having
the readies and willingness
to do what it
takes
to operate a full node
trinque: gabriel_laddel: name one
thing you've "aimed"
to do and done?
trinque: "look, am smart and doing
things"
trinque: this whole
thing is
the
tweaker's "am fine, everything's fine" loop. only reason he comes by
ben_vulpes: eh i don't care
to engage in
these hallucinations
a111: Logged on 2016-12-01 18:19 asciilifeform: but quite destructive
to folx who are doing equivalent of ~planning~
the march
gabriel_laddel: ben_vulpes yeah -- when suddenly
the _general public_ (ie gov/cia/fbi pensioners) realizes
they need
to hold btc and come
to beat it out of whoever
ben_vulpes: asciilifeform: he doesn't extract cash as far as i can
tell
ben_vulpes: dude
the best
thing you could be doing right now is living out of a shoebox and extracting as many dollars from
the sv machine
to
turn into btc as you possibly can.
gabriel_laddel: plus was listing off interesting
things you could build with masamune
trinque: you are not in a position
to declare what you want.
gabriel_laddel: but beyond
that, I was applying
to accelerators with
this company because I don't want a real job
trinque: doesn't matter; your behavior is wrapped around it. probably one of
those kids given speed pills instead of parenting.
a111: Logged on 2017-11-29 18:29 asciilifeform: ^
there does not currently exist a decent pcb cad. at. all.
trinque: every speed head gets high,
thinks he's gonna
take on all
the
things
gabriel_laddel: asciilifeform has
to do with my hand hurting from overuse