ThickAsThieves: but the magic people adore is the kind that breaks laws of science, paradigm shifts at the very least

ThickAsThieves: magick equates to, if you want something to be a certain way, then take action to make it that way

ThickAsThieves: but you know what I mean

ThickAsThieves: well, odds is the wrong word

ThickAsThieves: if we can conceive of an idea, odds are we can make it reality

ThickAsThieves: just a matter of time and effort

ThickAsThieves: i wouldnt call it magic, but I do believe that as species we almost literally capable of anything

ThickAsThieves: :)

ThickAsThieves: and Field of Dreams

ThickAsThieves: and The Alchemist

ThickAsThieves: more crowley

ThickAsThieves: ;)

ThickAsThieves: can anyone truly multi-task, isn't it mostly just ignoring many things at once?

ThickAsThieves: :)

ThickAsThieves: i'd rather you write your damn analysis

ThickAsThieves: but

ThickAsThieves: it's not like anything else is going on...

ThickAsThieves: not a real portuguee!

ThickAsThieves: well, he might be brazilian

ThickAsThieves: i'm portuguese too

ThickAsThieves: coelho

ThickAsThieves: heh

ThickAsThieves: [11:37] <furuknap> To some extent, that is what keeps humans alive, yes, but fear that prevents you from reaching your goals is bad. --- Makes me think of The Alchemist

ThickAsThieves: and many other living things

ThickAsThieves: which is probably universal to most humans

ThickAsThieves: it affects my actions

ThickAsThieves: it can make me impatient and extremely averse to undue stresses

ThickAsThieves: i do

ThickAsThieves: simple as that

ThickAsThieves: i dont wanna die!

ThickAsThieves: not moral

ThickAsThieves: i said mortality

ThickAsThieves: and carry on

ThickAsThieves: but i just block that out

ThickAsThieves: the whole mortality thing is still unresolved

ThickAsThieves: as best i can

ThickAsThieves: and realizing I'm right here

ThickAsThieves: like trying to find yourself

ThickAsThieves: saulimus, it was a youth thing

ThickAsThieves: closedt i found was buddhism, but the whole being one with nothingness is ridiculous to me

ThickAsThieves: so i said fuck it

ThickAsThieves: nothing matched

ThickAsThieves: i searched for the philosophy that fit my lifestyle a few times when I was younger

ThickAsThieves: that was my initial point

ThickAsThieves: or not

ThickAsThieves: you can just care whenever you want

ThickAsThieves: now i see the appeal

ThickAsThieves: i dont care

ThickAsThieves: so

ThickAsThieves: I want out

ThickAsThieves: this is getting tricky for me

ThickAsThieves: can i thank people?

ThickAsThieves: wait

ThickAsThieves: thanks!

ThickAsThieves: me either

ThickAsThieves: but who cares, right?

ThickAsThieves: those devs in redmond must feel pretty special then

ThickAsThieves: ?

ThickAsThieves: Are thelemites allowed to hate

ThickAsThieves: :P

ThickAsThieves: you are biased to making it your idea of unbiased

ThickAsThieves: it'll be biased anyway

ThickAsThieves: it never works

ThickAsThieves: i try to disclaim likely bias when appropriate

ThickAsThieves: badoom!

ThickAsThieves: Who cares?

ThickAsThieves: correct answer is

ThickAsThieves: do you think there are any black Thelemites?

ThickAsThieves: lol

ThickAsThieves: i'm aware

ThickAsThieves: go be you

ThickAsThieves: why even talk to us

ThickAsThieves: whatever

ThickAsThieves: lol

ThickAsThieves: i have no way to dismantle it

ThickAsThieves: because otherwise

ThickAsThieves: i want to see your raw assessment

ThickAsThieves: is to care about perception

ThickAsThieves: I think to dwell on these things

ThickAsThieves: without some sort of validation, your actions to maintain pride would remain unconfirmed

ThickAsThieves: why tell us at all?

ThickAsThieves: it is my opinion that if you seek out a name for yourself and subscribe to a belief, you are already failing to be what you say you are

ThickAsThieves: i don't wanna get too abstract but

ThickAsThieves: are you like buddha or something?

ThickAsThieves: that's pretty unlikely

ThickAsThieves: whether you are or not

ThickAsThieves: otherwise you are working to manipulate people to believe you are neutral

ThickAsThieves: and that requires not caring what people think

ThickAsThieves: is to be neutral

ThickAsThieves: the only way to have a chance of being received as neutral

ThickAsThieves: I don't care about their perception, except for when I do

ThickAsThieves: you realize the contradiction there, right?

ThickAsThieves: it's all good

ThickAsThieves: be what you are

ThickAsThieves: what matter is reality

ThickAsThieves: why care about some random indiot

ThickAsThieves: you didnt care about my perception of you

ThickAsThieves: there's your guide!

ThickAsThieves: 3. If they are a market leader and also sell hardware, only chance

ThickAsThieves: 2. If they do, it'll be garbage soon enough